Lucid Confusion
Have you ever had a lucid dream? How about a lucid dream so deeply rooted into your conscious that you swear it was real and not a dream at all, no matter how improbable or impossible the events were?
I had such a dream the other night. It must have been a dream, because the possibility of what happened being reality are so minute that it borders on absolute impossibility.
But what if your deepest, most powerful instincts keep arguing with your conscious thoughts over it? Instinct versus Education, each battling to be king of the hill.
What if instinct is right, and education was wrong? What if the scientifically impossible is possible? What if you face your issue head on and the most unlikely of answers is actually truth? How do you face the possibility of an answer so terrifying that it has unfathomable repercussions?
I question my sanity for believing the impossible was possible, for even considering for a moment that reality could be that distorted. Yet I can’t shake the the feeling that it is real. Maybe I need it to be real. Perhaps if it were real, then my own problems become nothing more than a minor annoyance in the face of a much more terrifying reality.
It’s time to wake up.
